
Wendigo
By Joseph Sweet
I
Lynn was pushing her small white 81 Mazda
slightly over the speed limit on country route 41; a long stretch of lonely
highway which she found somewhat mirrored her poor excuse for a life. Abused by
a family that never wanted her to begin with, her entire life had been spent
trying to escape the loneliness, which in all its misery, was still her only
friend.
Ahead
from the steady ominous row of sentinel pines, a figure emerged at a dead run
and stopped right in her path. He frantically waved for her to stop, but she
was going too fast. There simply wasn't time.
Lynn
slammed on the breaks, sending the small vehicle into a spin on the rain
slicked asphalt. For just an instant, she thought she was going to hit him. In
the next millisecond, however, the car swerved and skidded past the stranger,
missing him by a quarter of an inch.
A
look of terror distorted the man's face, accented by a quick flash from the
car's headlights, and then he disappeared once more as the car spun further out
of control. Lynn was sure that look would remain etched in her mind for a long
time to come, however, if she managed to survive the night.
Straining
every muscle in her left side and in both arms, as the wheel fought to spin out
of control, Lynn somehow managed to hang on. She jerked the wheel a bit too
harshly in the direction of the car's spin, and somehow managed to remember to
pump the brakes. But despite her best efforts, the car skidded right off the road
a few seconds later. Finally after what seemed an eternity, the vehicle came to
an abrupt halt, lifting off the ground for a moment as it rolled over something
large and then slammed back to the ground.
Lynn
sighed in relief, turning the key to shut off the engine. She let her head fall
to the steering wheel with a barely audible thud that would have hurt if not
for the massive rush of adrenaline now coursing through her veins. Her heart
thumped wildly in her chest, causing little white lights to appear at the
corners of her vision with each earth shaking beat. For the moment she had
forgotten about the man in the road.
Her
mind had not yet recovered from the shock of the past few seconds when the
stranger she had nearly run down flung open the passenger side door, sat down,
closed it. "We have to get out of here!" he screamed. Given his
appearance in that moment - in a heightened state of panic, at least three days
in need of a shave, wearing an orange camouflage coat - he
vaguely resembled an escaped mental patient. Lynn felt a small current of fear
surge through her. "Now!" he pleaded.
"What
the hell's going on?" she demanded to know. She could hear the fear in her
wavery voice and she didn't like it one bit.
"Just
drive the fucking car lady!" he snapped impatiently, eying the
darkness around them as though he expected the very forest itself to rise up
and tear him from the passenger seat.
For
the first time, Lynn realized the danger of her situation. For all she knew,
this guy could be the next Ted Bundy or John Gacey,
his latest victim lying just beyond those trees. And who would miss her if she
disappeared? She had no real friends. Anyone who had ever attempted to get
close had been quickly and efficiently cut off by the cold dissociative
personality which had helped her survive a hellish childhood. An image of her neighbor - 'What had been his name?'
- Flashed in her mind.
She
had been bringing her groceries into the house her first day there, and he'd
stopped mowing the lawn to offer his help. Lynn had immediately thrown up her
defenses, telling him, no thanks, she could get it on
her own - Shutting him out as she had done to so many people. Later in the
house, she had backed against the wall, feeling weak and pathetic, and cried.
The realization had come that there would never be anyone for her. She would
never trust anyone enough to let them close.
'Should
have let him in,' she thought. 'Should have at least made friends,'
Maybe then, somewhere in the world right now, there would be someone who cared.
Someone who cared or no, however, letting some psycho into your car in the
middle of nowhere was bound to end with you just as dead. And then what did it
matter?
The
stranger was screaming something then. He had been for the last few seconds,
she realized, but she had been too lost in thought to notice.
"Oh
God." he cried, "Oh God." His gaze shifted from the
darkness beyond the car window to Lynn, and that fear which had corrupted his
features in the road returned full force. He made her think in that instant of
a child who had awakened to find that the monsters from his subconscious were
very real indeed. Innocence corrupted by the sudden knowledge that so much true
evil existed in the world.
Then
something slammed against the side of the vehicle. The tiny car nearly
overturned in its wake. She grabbed the side of her seat with one hand and the
dash board with the other in an attempt to find purchase in case it went over.
And then her heart lurched to a near fatal stop a second later when she took
notice of the huge, white, hairy beast on the other side of the passengers side window. It glared in at her and her blood
ran cold. For the moment it had forsaken its original target for a peek at the
situation's witness.
The
man was babbling senselessly now. He had practically crawled into her lap in
his desperation to get away and Lynn was sure she heard bits and pieces of
prayer somewhere in that onslaught of half formed words.
For
a few more moments the beast remained where it was, observing the two of them,
perhaps enjoying their panic. Its eyes glowed softly with an unnatural cold
bluish tint, yellow teeth barred in a fevered snarl. It looked like some
gigantic, nightmare mixture of big foot and a werewolf, but those descriptions
somehow fell a bit short of the mark. The cold, calculating, eyes in that
white, hairy, face spoke of rage, desperation and madness. But they also hinted
at a high level of intelligence. The mixture was something too terrifying to
consider.
Lynn
couldn't move. She silently cursed her body for this failure but it still
wouldn't comply.
In
the next instant the man seemed to snap out of his fear, but there was a great
look of hopelessness about him now, for he had accepted his fate. Looking to
Lynn, he said, "Get out while you can. There's still time for you."
Tortured
metal shrieked as the beast tore the passenger door from the car, crumpling it
in its huge clawed hands and throwing it off into the woods. It cleanly sliced
through a couple of trees before slamming into another and falling to the
ground with a metallic thud.
The
stranger cried out as those same immense hands then pulled him into the
nightmarish darkness beyond. His eyes locked with Lynn's
an instant before he was swallowed by the seemingly living shadows. "Save
yourself," they screamed.
And
just like that he was gone; expunged from her life just like everyone and
everything else. Only this time it had been her selfish paranoia that had done
it. But hadn't it always been? Some distant fear that anyone she let in would
hurt her?
"It's
your fault!" Her father cursed at her from the past.
A
distant inhuman roar ripped Lynn from her paralysis.
She
tried the key but the engine refused to turn. Over and over she fought
frantically with it, as though mere determination would make the vehicle start.
Nothing.
And
then she heard it.
Thump
Thump Thump.
Titan
footsteps, thundered toward her from the darkness beyond.
She
struggled with the key, turning it so hard that she feared it would break off
in the ignition. It struggled, started for just a split second to turn over,
and then failed again.
THUMP.
THUMP. THUMP.
Closer.
Lynn's
heart was beating far faster than she imagined it ever had as she struggled
with the stubborn engine to no avail. The engine revved finally, and she cried
out in triumph, but it stalled two seconds later.
THUMP.
THUMP.
Faster. Closer.
There
was simply no time left. She was going to have to attempt escape on foot. The
stranger had obviously been running when she'd come across him. maybe he'd had it right before getting into her car.
As
Lynn threw the driver door open, the ground rushed away from her with another
shriek of protesting metal, and she lost her balance, plummeting face first
seven or eight feet toward the pavement below. She managed to save herself
with one outstretched arm, but it broke upon impact, allowing the left side of
her head to hit anyway.
There
was a bright flash of light and then darkness teased at the corners of her
vision.
The
vehicle hovered above. Only the monstrous over-proportioned legs of the beast
were visible.
Then,
as though it weighed no more than a small stone, the creature raised her car
over its head and launched it toward the trees on the other side of the road.
Lynn
ducked just short of being decapitated by the undercarriage, one knee slamming
hard into the pavement. She watched in disbelief then as her car tore through
several rows of mammoth trees before wrapping halfway around one and falling to
the ground with an earth shaking thud.
The
creature seemed not to notice her yet, its glowing blue eyes glazed with mad
glee at the carnage it had created.
Lynn
took her chance, forcing herself to rise up off the ground on her only good
arm, and cradled the other in the least painful way possible. She ran with all
of her strength, fighting the darkness which threatened with every second to
take her, knowing that she had never run this fast in her life. Not even
when...
Lynn had been fourteen. She had watched her
father drink himself into a rage, and beat her mother senseless at least three
times a month, sometimes more.
This
time had been the last.
She'd
seen the final, inevitable blow, and known what it meant as her mother
collapsed on the kitchen floor for the last time.
Without
thinking she'd screamed.
Her
father's shocked eyes locked with hers, filled with what may have been sorrow
for an instant only. And then there had been only rage. "You little
bitch." he snapped, and the chase had been on.
There
was no time to grieve for the loss of her dead mother. - a mother who had
claimed on many occasions not to care about her one bit, who admittedly would
not mourn her own daughters passing - But she was all Lynn had, and even living
with the constant mental and physical abuses which were her daily routine, she
had always had that. She hadn't been alone. On some level she wouldn't believe
that her mother had never cared. Secretly she had always harbored a belief - no
matter how well hidden, even from herself - that her
mother would take her away from this man some day. But now she was gone.
She
had to run.
It's
my fault she had thought as she pushed open the screen door on the back of the
house, picking up speed as she crossed the back yard. Her bruises from the
night before had not yet even begun to heal, and she'd be damned if she would
go through the previous nights events again. Besides, even at fourteen, she
knew that this time, he wouldn't stop at beating and raping her. Tonight he
would kill her for witnessing the murder.
Lynn's
mother had always blamed her for her father's abuse. She had said that he never
used to be that way. He hadn't started drinking until she was born, according
to her. And now the woman who had brought her into this world was gone forever.
And
maybe it was her fault.
The
path before her began to blur, as a new wave of tears gushed forth from her
seemingly never-ending supply. 'God I'm pathetic!' she thought.
The
footsteps behind her grew ever closer. He was gaining.
The
neighbor's yard was coming into view then, but she knew that he was too far
gone to care. Going to them would do no good.
Half
of her teachers and a psychiatrist had been convinced that she had a problem
making up stories, and that she somehow needed to make her life at home seem terrible
in order to gain attention from peers. She would be made to return home with
him, where she'd be lucky to survive the night.
Lynn
had headed for the neighbor's barn instead.
The footsteps behind her were closing.
She
could almost feel the breath of the beast on her neck every step of the way.
And
then she was falling. Sharp sticks and rocks scratched her knees and then her
right hip. Her head thumped into the soft underbrush an instant later. And then
she was rolling on her side. In all of the confusion, she hadn't noticed the
steep hill before her, through the cover of trees. She rolled halfway, catching
her shirt on some branches, and as it tore, something slashed her side.
And
then she was at the bottom. For the moment the creature was nowhere to be seen.
She
noticed a cave up ahead and went for it, hoping that he would pass by while she
hid. She failed to think, in her moment of panic and confusion that she was
leaving a trail of blood now. Not that the creature needed it.
Once
inside she realized her mistake.
The
cave was filled with bones; so many of them.
She
had time to realize with horror that only a small percentage of them were
animal bones. The most frightening realization was that despite the sheer
number of corpses in this cave - human and otherwise - a great percentage of
them still had blood and meat on them. And they didn't look very old. 'How much
does this thing need to eat,' she wondered.
In
the corner, atop a large pile of bones, was the corpse of the hunter she'd seen
and almost run over in the road.
Her
hand flew to her mouth to stifle a scream. She tried to think of something that
she could do, but there was obviously nowhere to go at this late point. This
was its lair. She quickly ran to the body and lifted it as best she could with
her broken arm. It amounted to heaving into him with her good side to push him
out of the way. She quickly threw some bones from the spot where the dead
hunter had been lain, and burrowed in. A moment later - just seconds before the
creature returned - she grabbed his left arm and pulled him with all of her
strength, causing his body to fall back from its side onto his back, where his
full weight slammed into her.
No
sooner had she done that - stifling a cry of pain from his sudden weight on her
arm and sharp bones jabbing into her from multiple angles - than the creature
entered its cave, nostrils flaring as it sniffed the air. Her scent was still
fresh, no doubt.
It
looked all around, as if in disbelief that she was not here. And then its eyes
rolled back in its head, it gave a deep guttural growl and dropped to the
floor.
A
glacier of ice melted off her heart, sending ice water coursing through her
veins. Her heart seemed to be beating at near light speed. He was following her
trail of blood. Surely he would find her like this and all she had managed to
do was corner herself. After all I have survived,' she thought, 'To
die like this just isn't fair.'
The
creature stopped. He was right in front of her and the dead man now, obviously
confused. Then he buried his nose in the corpse, and she had to fight screaming
as sharp pieces of bones - once just poking her uncomfortably - began to
actually pierce her flesh in a few places now.
An
instant later, however, just when she was ready to cry out in pain and give up,
the monster backed away and ran out of the cave. Obviously it thought that she
had somehow escaped its lair, or that he had been confused by the scent of the
hunter's blood.
Lynn
waited only a few minutes before pushing the man off her with her good arm,
which seemed to take only half the effort as last time, and got to her feet.
This action alone took a couple of minutes with a broken arm. She was aware
that the adrenaline now pumping through her veins was the only thing keeping
her from collapsing. Each movement was a new lesson in pain as sharp bones
pulled out of her body from multiple angles. Most of the ones to have pierced
her flesh had been attached to something heavier in the pile, but she had to
physically reach down and pull part of an antler out of her right thigh with a
grunt of pain.
In
the next few seconds she noticed some guns piled near the entrance. Most likely
these were the weapons of hunters this thing had killed in the past.
She
picked up a shotgun, single handed, just as the beast lurched back through the
cave entrance.
It
roared as it saw her. An unmistakably human look of satisfaction drifted over its
animal face, for it had her trapped. It was very human-like in appearance, in
fact, except for all of that fur. It looked emaciated, as though it hadn't
eaten in months. That, she realized, must have been the reason for the look in
its eyes when she'd first seen it. 'But how could that be?' she
wondered, 'with all of this food?'
All
of this occurred to her in the space of a second. And then the beast was moving
toward her and she cried out, stepping backward. She tripped over something in
the next instant and toppled over onto her back, knocking the wind out of her
lungs. The creature moved in as she began gasping for breath. With only moments
to spare, she raised the shotgun and fired. Her aim, with no second hand to
balance the weapon was sloppy, but it hit home, nonetheless.
The
creature cried out - an unearthly shriek - and then started to move toward her
faster; only angered by the wound, not slowed.
Still
holding her left arm against her body, she braced the gun quickly against her
chest and cocked it with her good arm. A doglike snarl formed as her finger
wrapped 'round the trigger again, but she was rewarded only with a dry click.
A
sudden horrible realization filled her then. She was going to die here in this
cave, and no-one was ever going to know what happened to her. 'Hell,'
she wondered, 'would anyone even know to come looking?'
Suddenly,
in frustration, she turned the rifle around, with only perhaps a millisecond to
spare, and thrust it at the beast. The stock of the weapon hit it right in the
side of the head, and it staggered backward.
She
took perhaps her only chance and scrambled between the thing's legs as the now
useless weapon crashed to the floor of the cave. A moment later, she was on her
feet once again and running for the exit.
In
seconds she was running through the woods again, her father screaming at her
from somewhere in the past. "It's your fault, you little bitch."
and she was transported back to that night so long ago.
Lynn had made it to the open double doors of
the barn just in time, slamming and bolting them
moments before her father reached her.
"Open
it." he screamed from outside, banging on the old wood with all of his
might.
A
small bit of light filtered in through large cracks in the door, amplified by
the dust which had been stirred up by her entrance and from her father's rage
inspired pounding. Suddenly they didn't seem strong enough to hold this man
out. She knew from personal experience how strong he was and she had trouble,
in that instant, putting any confidence into the feeble ancient boards before
her.
Lynn
backed against the first post she came to, and froze in fear.
"You
little bitch!" he shouted, "Just making it worse."
'How could
it be worse?' she asked herself, and then decided that it couldn't.
Lynn fought the vision. She didn't want to
remember. It continued however, regardless as trees rushed past her on all
sides.
The pounding was getting worse, and there was no
doubt in her mind that her father would soon break through. Lynn shuddered, her
hands falling to her sides, and her fingers found something there, leaning
against the same post.
She
reached down and pulled it forward.
What
happened next had been forgotten; suppressed by sheer will to move on.
Until now.
She
saw her hand reaching out and pulling the board from its place, in effect
unlocking the door. The full intent of these actions was hidden even to her
until only moments later.
The
pounding stopped as if in anticipation.
She
backed into the shadows as the doors were thrown wide.
Lynn
swung upward with all her might.
The
last thing her father saw, were the metal spikes of a garden rake on a
collision course with the right side of his head.
The
rake stuck partially in his temple and forehead, and her unwillingness to let
go immediately, sent her reeling forward as he fell backwards.
For
a few moments, Lynn lay sprawled over her father's spasming
body. Then a warmth on her legs became obvious quickly
for what it was as her father pissed himself and the smell of urine replaced
that of hay and other farm smells. And then the full weight of what she had
done fell upon her and she threw her hands to her mouth. To her surprise, however,
instead of guilt or disgust, she found laughter fighting to surface; a harsh
bitter laughter that had no place coming from a girl her age. There was a bit
of insanity there as well, perhaps, and within seconds Lynn was laughing so
hard she feared it would never stop.
Some
distant part of her noticed the pool of blood forming beneath her father's
head, soaking into the collar and shoulder of his shirt. But this only made her
want to laugh harder.
Images
began to invade her vision then. Visions of him on top of her, Him beating her
mother, her mother lying bloody on the floor, Him beating her, her mother's
whimpers, only barely audible, from the
other room,
before and after.
Voices now, both
mother and father, "Bitch ... You aren't worth anything ... Never wanted
you to begin with ... It's your fault ... Your fault." The voices
echoed over and over, blending together in one maddening cacophony of taunts.
Lynn
cried out in rage, tearing the rake from where it was still embedded within his
skull with a strength that was unnatural for a child her age. She began beating
him relentlessly with it, shouting obscenities, and laughing hysterically
throughout it all. Soon his face became less and less recognizable in a mass of
torn and bloody flesh that had once been her father and she became aware that
she was covered in his blood. She could taste it also from where some of it had
splattered her face and gotten into her mouth. A part of her had liked that,
she remembered now.
Slowly,
Oh so slowly, the voices and images faded along with everything else, and she
retreated to a place in her mind where there were no fathers and mothers, for
surely all of them were evil.
There
she had remained until a psychiatrist had finally been able to reach her a few
years later.
During
the whole thing, apparently the man who lived on the property had come outside
to see what was going on and called the police. He then went to get her mother,
only to find her there on the kitchen floor, dead.
Lynn
had been institutionalized for a short time and then released. Never once had
she been able to fully recall the events of that night, however, until now.
Currently the trees were trailing past her with
the surreal texture of a dream, and Lynn knew she wouldn't make it much
further. Just as hope began to dwindle, however, a small building appeared over
the next rise. It seemed aglow in blinding magical light after the darkness of
the night forest. In seconds her weary mind - delirious from sheer exhaustion
and blood loss, as well as traumatic resurfaced memories and events of the past
half hour - recognized that glow as light from the sun attempting to break the
relentless grasp of the horizon. Somehow she knew deep down that if she kept
moving until the sun rose, everything would be okay. Had she been able to pause
for a second to look around after clearing the trees, she would have realized
that this tiny guest cabin was just across a semi-large piece of property from
a larger one. And there were lights on inside. but the
beast was just behind her and there was no time.
Lynn
reached the door quicker than imagined, and had it locked seconds before the
beast reached it.
"Open
it you little Bitch!" her father cursed at her from somewhere in a
memory that would not be forgotten. 'It's him,' she thought, delirious. 'Finally
gonna get me.' Some tiny part of her had always
wondered if she had been meant to survive that night all of those years ago.
That part constantly whispered to her that she would not have had to suffer for
all of this time if she hadn't. Could she just give in right here and now? Just
open the door and let it take her? Let it be finished after all of this time?
The
banging stopped, however, and she snapped out of her momentary suicidal state.
No sounds attempted to penetrate the dead quiet. The birds, which by all rights
should have been chirping away at this hour, had fallen silent in the wake of
the abomination outside. A chill moved steadily down her spine and caused an
involuntary shudder to move throughout her entire body.
Glass
shattered behind her and she realized with sudden horror that she had been
slowly stepping away from the door.
Intense
white-hot pain surged through her back, as the monster attempted to grab her,
ripping through her blouse and tearing flesh in the process. She fell to her
knees and then to her side.
She
had nothing left.
The
creature was now in her path of vision, still attempting to crawl through the
window as everything began to fade to gray. She prayed for just a little more
strength; just enough to get up and run to safety.
Then
the sun breached the horizon, and the creature let out a shriek that could
surely have driven anyone mad with ease. But not Lynn.
She felt the same hysteric glee that she had felt the night she drove a garden
rake through her father's skull. The same laughter fought to surface and
probably would have; but the creature was gone and now might be her only
chance.
She
tried to get to her feet, but the pain was too intense. Sheer exhaustion alone
would not allow it. Darkness tugged at the corners of her vision once more and
this time prevailed.
"Help."
she managed before drifting away, though she was certain no one would hear.
II
Jack was fighting with his imagination. Every
word on the small computer monitor, he had struggled to put there, and the
story wasn't turning out to be that good so far. He'd struggled along anyway,
telling himself that they sometimes weren't that great at first, but he knew
inside that he was just fighting a losing battle with writer's block. When it
wasn't there, it wasn't there. Trying to force it was just a waste of time.
Pat
rubbed against his leg, gently arching her back, begging for attention as only
a cat could.
"I
know," he said, petting her, "been ignoring you again haven't
I?"
She
looked up at him, and meowed accusingly, as if to say, "Yup."
Jack
had given up on relationships and most friendships a long time ago, realizing
after a while that women wanted a guy who could be around all the time, and not
shut himself away for days, weeks, and sometimes months to write. Writing was a
gift, but also a curse. Deep down he knew that he'd
have it no other way, though.
He'd
tried several kinds of pets over the years, seeking a companion of some kind to
have around. He'd purchased birds, fish, and a ferret. But none had quite the
personality of a cat or dog, and he'd finally decided on Pat at the SPCA.
A
high pitched inhuman shriek pierced the night just then, and an unnatural quiet
settled over everything. Pat let out a startled meow, and dove for cover.
"Jesus."
Jack exclaimed, and moved toward the window, looking out on the small cabin on
the other end of the property. "What the hell?"
Pat
was nowhere to be seen.
Jack
was opening the front door before he knew it, his overactive imagination
calling up images of everything from big foot to T-rex
at the sound of that. Little did he know how close to the truth a few of those
images actually were.
Halfway
across the yard, he saw it, an immense beast three times the size of the
biggest bear. It was emaciated and sick looking as though on the verge of death
from sickness or starvation. Long white fur covered its body and two bright
glowing blue eyes stared back at him from a face that was eerily human-like,
but for all that hair in places that didn't grow on humans. Its coat was
smeared with blood in some places, and the smoke rising from it made it seem
more spirit than physical in form.
Its
eyes locked with his for a couple of seconds. There was a promise, he thought,
in that gaze: A dangerous one. I'll deal with you later, they seemed to say,
but then he did have a pretty large imagination. 'Am I dreaming?' he wondered.
It
scampered off suddenly, moving on all fours as it picked up speed, almost like
apes he had seen on national geographic videos.
Jack
was frozen in his tracks, a mixture of fear and awe holding him in his
paralysis. Words formed on his lips, but he made no sound. "WENDIGO"
It was of course a Native-American legend in most of Northern America, and
parts of Canada, forgotten over the centuries, kept alive by vague fairy tales
and folklore. Though the legend was widespread among tribes, historians
credited the Ojibwa for starting it. Some believed it a fairy tale to warn
against cannibalism.
He
knew of it because of a story he had once wished to write and then decided that
no-one would read.
And
then, just barely audible even in this unnatural silence, he heard someone cry
for help.
Forgetting
about the creature, if that was possible, he rushed toward the cabin, and what
he saw when he came to the smashed window, he at first mistook for a corpse.
III
Lynn screamed. Her father was standing over her,
his eyes glowing blue; his black hair had gone pure white. "It's all your fault!" he cried and lunged for her.
"It's
alright," someone tried to assure her but she wouldn't be comforted.
Then
finally the last remnants of the nightmare faded and she found that she could
not identify her surroundings. A brief panic set in. "Where am I?"
For the briefest of instants, she forgot about the chase through the woods and
her collapse in the cabin.
The
stranger – around 5' 8" brown eyes, short hair - stepped back from the bed
where she had been laid, and said, "You're safe. Just relax." He
paused then, as though he had just thought of it, "Are you hungry?"
Lynn
wanted to say no. She knew that after what she had witnessed, it'd be a miracle
if she could eat, (not to mention that she was in some stranger's house and she
had never been trusting of men, especially strange ones) but she heard herself
say, "Yes, if it wouldn't be too much trouble."
"Good."
he stated, a warm smile replacing the worry that had been there moments before.
"I'll be back in a few. You just rest."
She
fell asleep almost as soon as he left.
Twenty
minutes later or so, just as he had promised, he was back with soup, crackers,
and a can of diet cola, gently nudging her to wake up.
"Probably
not the best thing for you right now," he commented, handing her the
drink, "but unless you want water, this is all there is. I meant to go
into town yesterday and buy some groceries, but I've been trying to beat a bad
case of writer's block, and I sort of confined myself to the house."
"You're
a writer?"
"Well,
I try to be."
Lynn
suddenly realized that she was in this man's house. "Why didn't you take
me to a hospital, or call an ambulance?" she asked, on the verge of panic.
"One,
I don't have a phone. And two, I don't have a car." He seemed to be
cutting his sentences short and to the point as if there was something more
important he wanted to discuss. "The closest house is two hours if you
walk fast, and you needed treatment right away. And to be completely honest,
well I guess I'm just trying to make sure I'm not going crazy, but what
attacked you? Could it have been a Wendigo?"
"Did
you see it?!" she sat up excitedly, almost spilling her soup, then
winced at the pain all over her body, and relaxed a little.
"Easy,"
He said, looking a bit concerned. "I was hoping you could tell me how you
came into contact with it."
Lynn
hesitated at first, only half believing what her memory swore to be true
herself, then let the whole thing spill, leaving nothing out.
He
listened carefully throughout it all, never once seeming to disbelieve a word
she said.
When
she was through, he asked, "You say it was intent on killing you?"
She
became distant for a second or two, remembering the chaotic joy which had shown
in the creature's eyes after destroying her car. "I think that's all it knew
how to do." A great depression settled over her then, "You don't
believe me, do you?"
"No,
I believe you. Shit, I saw the damn thing. How could I not? It's just
that the legends create an entirely different image." he paused,
"Well, some of them… Some tribes believed that they were once human,
turned cannibals, and then became the wendigo, while
some actually believed it was a protector of nature." He looked her over
for a minute, then added, "But given what
happened to you, I'd say it was that first one.
"Wendigo." she repeated doubtfully.
"Well,
I'm not an expert or anything, and I've never seen one before, but what I saw
this morning sure as hell fit the description - well, one of them,
anyway."
"I
mean," she started doubtfully; "It sounds familiar. Like something I
may have heard of as a child."
"So
you tell me," he started with just a touch of sarcasm, "What exactly
do you think half killed you out there? An eighteen
ton polar bear with rabies?"
Lynn
closed her eyes. She wanted everything to just go away. She needed somehow to
deny all which she knew in her heart to be true. Nevertheless, his comment had
caught her off guard, and she found a smile fighting to surface despite her.
"…Or the Easter bunny on steroids?"
She
gave up and smiled, marveling all the while on how strong the human spirit was.
To have seen what she had, should by all rights have driven her over the edge,
yet here she was laughing about it, having accepted what happened, because
there was only one explanation at the moment. It had happened, and that
was all there was to it. Well, either that or she was completely bat-shit, but
she preferred to believe the former for the time being.
"I'm
sorry. All I'm trying to say is that what we saw out there was real, and you
have the wounds to prove it. There's no denying." He stood then. "I
have to go get some wood from the shed. It'll be dark soon. I'll be back in a
bit. If you're feeling up to it tomorrow, we can walk to the Somer's place so you can call someone."
'No.'
she wanted to tell him. 'Stay and talk' she wanted to say, but didn't know how
to convey it in a way that wouldn't sound pathetically needy. So she kept quiet
and suffered.
Just
before he left, he turned and said, "Name's Jack, by the way."
"Lynn."
she stated, and a strange rush of energy surged through her, causing an
involuntary shiver.
Jack
stopped. A comical look of shock and maybe a little fear passed over him. And
then he just walked out. No nice to meet you, or see you later. He just left,
looking as though he'd seen a ghost.
*
"Name's Jack, by the way." he'd said as
he turned to face her.
"Lynn."
she had replied, then shivered, and Jack couldn't be sure; it might have been
light reflecting in her eyes. But he swore that for a couple of seconds Lynn's
eyes had glowed blue. An image had come to him then of the beast he had
witnessed earlier that morning and he could think of nothing to say. Instead he
turned and walked out; hoping that what he had seen was just one more display
of his overactive imagination.
Fifteen
minutes later, Jack watched as the sun slowly disappeared over the trees.
IV
A half hour later, Lynn sat bolt upright.
Something jack had said was bothering her, but she couldn't remember what it
had been. She struggled with her stubborn mind for nearly five minutes, but
with no results, and then it just hit her.
'It'll
be dark soon,' he had said.
A
whole day had passed as impossible as it seemed.
Lynn
looked frantically to the window, but it was already too late.
Darkness
had fallen.
"Shit!"
*
Jack had just finished filling a cart with wood,
and was heading for the house when an overwhelming feeling of being watched threatened
to send him into a superstitious fit.
He
stopped, surveying the shadows all around him, then continued along.
Four
more steps and it hit him again; he almost broke into a run for the house, but
held himself in check. 'Damn imagination.'
'But,'
he reminded himself, 'it's that imagination that allows you to live in a nice
cabin in the middle of nowhere.'
"Jack."
A voice whispered from somewhere off behind him.
He
spun that way quickly but all he saw were trees.
"Jack!"
the voice whispered with more urgency, but this time it came three times, each
one from a different direction.
This
too, he recognized from collected lore on the Wendigo,
and he knew that he would have to be cautious. In stories he'd read, the Wendigo often confused hunters by seeming to be calling to
them from multiple directions at once, stunning them into confused inaction.
Then, when the moment was right, it would attack.
There
were many different ways in which the creature was said to have attacked. Some
said it would swing in from the trees and lift you into the air and carry you
away. In some stories, it would spring from the bushes and devour you. Having
seen the creature earlier, if that was what it truly had been, he somehow
thought the latter more likely.
*
Everything began to go gray, and then slowly,
very slowly, Lynn realized that she was moving. No, not her, something else,
she realized. 'I'm seeing through something else's eyes.' It broke through the
bushes and a man came into view.
'Jack,'
she thought.
Jack
stopped, seeming to sense its presence, then continued along, taking only a few
more steps before stopping again.
"Dammit,
run." she screamed inside her head, but couldn't form the words out
loud.
He
continued along.
Lynn
fought to make the words surface to warn him in some way, but they wouldn't
come. And then the image faded, and she was instantly back
in the small bedroom.
*
Jack had almost built up the courage to begin
running back to the house when a scream pierced the night air, raising the hair
on the back of his neck and causing him to stop dead in his tracks.
"Jaaaaaaack!"
He
looked up to see Lynn in a dead run from the house. 'God she must be in
pain, running like that.' he thought, remembering the tortured look which
had passed over her when she had sat up too fast.
The
feeling of being watched never left him.
Jack
quickly eyed the forest in every direction, finding nothing. Then Lynn was by
his side, pulling his arm. "We have to get out of here," she pleaded.
Jack
turned his attention to her, temporarily forgetting everything else. "Are
you alright?"
Lynn
seemed to freeze, her hand going immediately to her side, where the ribs had
been broken, and then to her bandages. She ripped the one off her arm, and Jack
watched in wide eyed disbelief as unwounded flesh was revealed. The bruises on
her face were gone as well. She took the sling off, and moved her arm around as
though it had never broken, and then shot him a bewildered look.
A
sudden look of knowing passed over him then, and he surveyed the surrounding
trees. "We need to get back into the house." he said, "You think
we can make it?" He nodded toward the large cabin on the other side of the
property.
Without
another word, they both broke into a run for the building and only as they came
within a few feet of it did they hear the creature behind them. The footsteps
which seemed to shake reality itself were getting closer and closer.
Lynn
realized then that no walls in this building could keep it out if it really
wanted in. She followed Jack anyway, needing to keep alive the illusion of
safety that the house presented them with.
Once
inside, she was taken back to that night long ago. Only this was not her
father, and there seemed to be no escape.
She
wondered then if it wasn't all fate catching up with her for letting her mother
die. Perhaps she had not been meant to survive through that night in the barn.
She
waited then for the pounding, as it would fight to get in, or maybe it would
just smash through the side of the house and kill them both, but it never came.
It was waiting.
*
After moving several of the largest pieces of
furniture against the door, drawing the blinds, and turning out the lights,
they sat in the center of the room, waiting.
"Why
did it stop?" he asked.
Lynn
didn't answer.
"Lynn?"
he asked, concerned suddenly.
Keeping
her eyes shut, she said, "It's going to kill you."
It
took only a split second for him to realize what she had said. Not, "It's
going to kill us," but rather "It's going to kill you"
"What
do you mean?"
"It's
too late for me, but, I'll protect you as long as I can." she said, for
she could already feel her body changing. A hunger such as she had never known
was beginning to take her over and she knew that she would have to get out of
here quickly, for Jack's sake. He had done nothing but try to help her and she
knew that she couldn't trust herself, even now. Already, her heart was growing
colder by the second and she found a steadily growing part of herself wondering
why she should feel the need to protect him in any way. Soon that part would
overpower any loyalty she felt for this man.
Jack
took her statement at first as hysterics. Then the rooms light changed slightly
Lynn
was crying now, looking down at her hands, and as he followed her gaze, he saw
that her hands were beginning to transform; the nails growing outward and
curving into sharp claws, the hair on that arm growing longer by the second,
and her eyes were glowing the same unnatural cold blue that he had seen in the
creature that morning.
"Dammit,"
he said, "Fight it." Standing, unsure that he even believed
what he was seeing, he found himself saying. "You can fight it."
"No,"
She stated simply, "I can't."
"Look,"
he pleaded, "The native Americans believed that if you even dreamed
of the Wendigo you would become one, and you
encountered one in real life, but there has to be a way to fight it.
They claimed to have ways to cure people."
She
stood, reaching out to him, and caressed his face with the back of her hand,
which was now beginning to grow white fur. A hand that she had to restrain
suddenly, for it wanted to gut him on the spot and make a meal of his bloody
corpse. There was no way to explain to him that she didn't want to be cured, if
that was even possible. It had already changed her that much.
"You're
a sweet man." she said, and meant it. But the woman from whom that
statement had come was fading away, maybe forever. And that wasn't so bad, was
it? Her life had been mostly pain and disappointment. And it wasn't as though
she was leaving anyone behind.
For
a moment Jack was certain that he would be lost in those glowing blue orbs as
she seemed to contemplate something, and then she blinked.
"There's
nothing you can do for me," she said, and walked past him toward the door.
All
the furniture was suddenly flung from her path, as though by invisible hands.
The
door opened a moment later, much the same way.
"You
helped me, and I will make it right by you." Lynn said, not looking back,
but she wondered. If she survived through what she now had planned, would the
creature she was becoming stay away from him?
"No!"
Jack cried, moving toward her, prepared to restrain her if necessary and she
wished that she could explain to him what was happening. How hopeless the
situation truly was. But there wasn't enough time.
She
was outside before he could reach her and the door slammed shut.
Jack
tried the handle but it wouldn't budge.
Outside
Lynn shrieked, a long steady scream which suddenly changed in pitch toward the
end, becoming an inhuman roar, which reverberated throughout Jacks' very
spirit, sending chills down his spine.
There
was another inhuman cry, and another. The ground shook again and again, as
though the Gods of Greek mythology had all turned against each other and were
tearing the heavens apart, in a battle which would most likely destroy reality
itself.
Jack
could stand it no longer. The phrase, "Curiosity Kills,"
entered his mind as he went for the shotgun hanging over the fire place. Not
that it had ever been used for anything other than a decorative piece since
he'd completed his research for a novel, years ago, but he had shells for it.
There
was a loud thud and the house shook, knocking him off his feet. Pictures fell
from the walls, and dishes from the cupboards in the kitchen.
Standing
once more, Jack prepared the weapon, sliding a shell into the chamber. He
cocked it and fired at the door handle.
The
handle and a large section of the door vanished.
He
kicked the door as hard as he could, but it wasn't even jarred. Stumbling
backward as though he'd just kicked a concrete wall, he loaded the weapon and
fired again, this time taking one hinge off, but the door still didn't budge.
Another
shot removed most of the bottom hinge, and this time the door nearly fell
outward. Whatever magical force had held it closed was obviously weakening now.
One
more shot removed the middle hinge and most of what remained of the door casing
on that side, and it finally fell outward.
He
quickly reloaded and walked out into the night.
Two
Wendigo were not far away. One of them spotted him,
letting out a roar, and began stomping his way.
He
raised the shotgun.
The
other tackled the first one.
They
took swipes at each other.
One
took a chunk out of the others midsection with its claws.
The
wounded Wendigo shrieked in pain.
It
was over in seconds then. One was on top of the other, though it was impossible
to tell which one of them was Lynn. The one on top ripped the others throat out
with its teeth, and then stood, glaring at Jack. It's face smeared in blood,
and upper body splattered here and there from the spray of severed arteries,
making it look far more terrifying, (if that were possible) than before.
Jack
aimed the shotgun again, uncertain.
The
beast faltered, looking down at itself, at its claws, and then at Jack. Then it
turned and ran into the trees, letting out a long sorrowful cry.
"Lynn"
he whispered.
The
beast on the ground before him twitched.
Jack
took a step back, keeping the shotgun on it.
A
voice echoed through his mind just then. At first it was an intrusive explosion
of painful noise that nearly sent him to his knees, and then drained quickly to
a whispered voice. Lynn's voice.
"It's
not dead yet."
"What
do I do?" he cried out.
"You
have to get its heart."
Something
came back to him then. Something he had read once while studying the Wendigo. Some of the myths said that it had a heart of ice,
and that it would have to be melted to kill the creature.
Jack
quickly ran back into the cabin, looking around and finally finding a can of
kerosene.
As
he started back out, the creature began to sit up.
Jack
quickly opened fire, cocked, and fired again, then reloaded. The first hit took
a piece of the monster's stomach; the second hit it in the chest.
It
fell back, but was still groaning.
"Hold
still sparky," he said as he began to pour kerosene all over the
creature's chest and head. "This is going to hurt a little."
Cocking
the shotgun, Jack aimed and fired point blank into its chest, then poured more
kerosene into the wound.
Without
another word he lit the screaming Wendigo on fire.
A
few seconds later bright light enveloped the creature, and tiny particles of
darkness began to form which devoured the body on contact.
Within
seconds there was nothing left, and the lights dissipated once again.
Jack
took a good hard look around the property, but Lynn was not in sight. He could
feel her watching though.
Certain
of nothing more than how physically and mentally worn out he currently was,
Jack gave up and returned to the house.
Refusing
to indulge a sudden urge to write, he went straight for the bedroom, undressed
and went to bed, silently reminding himself that he should board up the front
door and secure the rest of the house.
He
was sleeping a few seconds after he lay down.
V
Jack was awakened instantly by a thud somewhere
in the house. He sat up in bed and waited, listening for another sound.
Just
as he was about to attribute it to nerves and imagination, the doorknob began to turn.
As
the door slowly opened a chill slid deep into his spine and settled there,
refusing to let go.
It
was Lynn.
Jack
sighed in relief.
She
entered the room naked, sliding under the blankets.
Jack
quickly accepted a kiss before he fully realized he was doing so.
Lynn
moved on top of him.
Jacks
left hand slid up her body to her right breast; his right slid round her waist
to her ass and squeezed, then moved up her back.
No
matter how strange it was, he wanted this.
Lynn's
eyes began to glow blue.
In
an instant she transformed into the creature, raising one razor clawed hand
into the air, and let out an inhuman roar as she prepared to tear him apart.
Jack
awoke in a cold sweat with a startled cry, feeling much like a child who has
awakened from a nightmare and is now afraid of every shadow. He wondered
briefly about his decision to go straight to bed and not secure the doors.
There
was a thud outside his door just then.
The
handle slowly turned.